i never cried when i left home to come here, but the thought of leaving here today almost brought me to tears. i need to stay. i hope you guys at home understand that, i miss you as well, but this has been my life here in germany for the last year. and im just not ready to come home or to leave this.

if any of you know of some good job opportunites coming up in july/august, let me know. im hoping to make around 2000$ in as short of time as possible so i can get back here. i need to be back here. my next couple years lies here, so i can eventually have the job as a translator, that Ive grown to want over the last year.

in case you forgot, i come back july 27...not much longer.

take care. will write about the world cup next time.